Friday, November 12, 2010

oh no!!my cousin started play facebook already!!O_O

damn it!!why he play facebook??OMG~!!O_O.....don't know which person who tell him account name plus he got add my friend and ask one by one!!!!but never mind i privacy my facebook account,see how you add me hahahahahahax XD
but seriously time sure pass so fast and you have been change a lot but you style still the same as ever





well biao ger...you have change a lot then i though
but you still like to cute and haven't change it
you always act my mom style =___=




don't know why this fews days mood so damn bad :"(

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

SION is back!!

it has been so long that i less online facebook and other it because my stupid computer suddenly have virus but now....thank to my daddy but new 1 laptop for me hahahahx~!!!i don't know why he suddenly buy many new things and change many thing O_o.....maybe"fa shui"  hahax xD.....btw~i have find a work for spend my holidays but this work really "xin ku" and tired.....after buy new laptop every things need to install and setup......it took me many hours to finish it but.....i still not satisfied....cause your blog that i have save in computer has gone.....haiz~i don't know how you feel right now...hope you are happy now :))

just now saw you take a picture with the teddy bear that i buy for you
i glad that you like it hahaha x)

A.L.Y <3

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Hopes ♥

well this is a old video that i record form last week ago,i very like this music....every time i play this music,it will make me feel calm but...also make me feel depress and sad,almost make me drop tears...haiz~

btw it take me 1 month or few week to learn this music...kinda feel like to play piano cause every time i play,it will play out my feelings :)






Hopes ♥


hopes that we still got chance :')

Saturday, October 30, 2010

how should i not worry about you??

haiz....you say you can take care yourself and don't wan me worry you but all you did is make me very worry about you.....every time you out,i will worry that you might meet some kind of trouble but what can i do??i can't do anythings just worry....like today you with friends went pub and the guy keep near feel like wan"chiu  ni shui''.....but lucky you have male friends to help if not.....i don't know what will happen to you...do you know that kind of place you guys are not allow?!i know you just go inside and see,but you might be don't know what happen if you went inside....well you might be raped or somethings...that kind of place is dangerous!!is not a playground and don't random to go inside!!!i know what you thinking,you think that i worry you too much already and ya~i don't have the"zhi ke"to say you but.....you don't even know how many bad things come from pub plus you are a girl....you should know most dangerous is you girls,this world have may cruel things will happen to you girls



so...tell me how come i should not worry about you?? =((                          







                                                                                         don't know why all day so bad mood and depress
                                                                                          i kinda so miss you,i feel heart pain really pain ='(











Friday, October 29, 2010

is there something should not know and should not see??

today evening,when i was going to read your blog and suddenly saw you have private your it.....i was curios about it,i was thinking is there something that you write i should not know or you just scare that your write something will hurt me??well i don't know though,but never mind i think i get it your reason already....maybe there is many secret and something hide from me....but i really wan to know your feeling...haiz


[S]ion [I]s [O]nly [N]ameless
 i have found out my name meaning
when my grandmother haven't pass away
she name me this name,at the first time i don't like it
but now....i think this name suitable me...
grandma....did you name me that name just because i'm really useless,brainless,hopeless and worthless??
well i'm really like this name now and know why you name "SION"

SION IS A HOPELESS PERSON!!!!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

i so damn fucking hate him!!!

hey!!!would you stop say those sweet words and stop to chase her!!!ARRGGGG!!!!you wait?!wait?!!wait how long?!!you wait makai lan?!!stop wasting time!!!you don't even know her attitude!!!how come you can chase her?!!even you know but i sure you will regrets together with her!!!i guarantee you will regrets it!!i already"xi guan"the way she treats me.....ya,she is cold that why i feel no confidence at the first time but i din't give up to love her!!!i always love the way how she was and i don't care how she treat me....i know she no longer belong to me,but let me ask you one thing...do really can stand her attitude?!!i guess not~well i still hoping that i can back together with her,so i was hoping and i will wait her until she have found a nice guy to love him....but~!!!!i more hope you will stop chasing her and stop find her again!!!!you are not the type for her!!!you just make it more worst only!!!i GUARANTEE one days,she will belong to me.....so......you plz fuck off bullshit!!!you just waste your mom rice and money to raise you up!!what a foolish guy!!!!


.......
last night,i know you can't stop find him
well i nothing to say anymore or control you
that is your freedom,your choice,not mine
i have no right to order you but.....
if the day really has come and you feel touch about what he say then
........
i just can regards you guys love each other happy and forever
you say impossible??
i still remember the time when my friend say about us will love each other
and you were say the same things "that is impossible....!"
but you should know nothing is impossible


haiz~!i still keep hoping it no matter what :')
[ILYNMWWH]

Monday, October 25, 2010

sorry i make you drop tears again/a unwell night

sorry i make you drop tears again :'(

i sorry that i make drop tears again,when i read your blog...i suddenly feel sad and non stop crying....i really so stupid that hurt you!!i so hate myself!!!am i a boy or rubbish huh??!!how can i make a girl cry?!!hate it!!after finish sms with you,i do know you will not blame yourself or not??but i think i should trust you,i hope tomorrow every things will be fine...i love you :')

a unwell night

haiz....at this night,i feel so depress,sad and not well....i can't even sleep,all i was do is thinking of you....do you know what i thinking??i thinking how long you will still love me??i think is not forever cause i know next year or some days you will forget me,i know you love me will not too long....i really so scare you will forget me although we din't together already but i still feel sad,i even don't know how to face that situation.....haiz~well still happy that you won't feel lonely already, although i really hate that guy keep find you but you won't feel lonely now...this is the good news for me,but you don't even know how lonely i am now....well you don't know....there is a girl keep find me but.....i don't have the mood find her back or reply her msg....i always holding phone the wish that you will text me....but never mind i should "xi guan" this feeling....i don't know what i should do at this night....sleep??but i don't have the to sleep....i just keep worry that you will forget me,my heart feel so pain now....haiz~i have hoping it so long but when my wish will come true or it never come true??haiz~but no matter how i still hoping it until you forget me :)