holidays

tomorrow need start school already,at this 2 week holiday have many kind of things happen...i feel alone at this holiday...PMR is near by now,and i din study at home....i just wasting my time to thinking her...i am such a useless person...i have already waste 2 week time just thinking about her!!!now i just feel i don have any confidence to study or do any things....i feel nothing!!i feel empty!!at this few day i less back home cause my mood not very good...but i though my parent will worry about me but....i wrong...they din even know i was gone at this days...no body will care about me...i think my life just have a "lonely" this worlds....stupid me i though i will be happy....guess i wrong again.....