why??

ya....day by day time past time and i still feel depress...why??i don know...i cant concentrate to study....i feel so lonely and out of mood...i though i feeling fine but those happy feeling has gone and the other feeling it come back again....why like that??who know~i even not myself...what you can do now??study??no that mood....play some game??no that mood...watch tv??no that mood...out with friend??no that mood....smoke??i still promise her...why do that even though already over??promise always is a promise....then what you should do??i just feel like sitting in front computer only...online facebook chat with friend??no....just online and view her profile...why??cause cant put it down...then why still view her??i don know...view her profile wont make you sad??maybe...THEN WHY STILL VIEW HER PROFILE EVEN THOUGH IT MAKE YOU SAD?!!cause i xi guan already...then why don try to forget her??i cant....why cant?!cause i still loving her....why still love her??.............(cat answer it)loving her for what??make myself a littler happiness...are you really happy if like that??don ask....then how bout your PMR??i give up...why give up??no confidence...then what can make you feel happy again??nothing except act happy....act until forever??maybe....then i can say you are stupid to loving her....ya..i admit it....i am a stupid person...not just stupid and you are useless!!ya..i know....even my parent say that too :)